Christmas concert and lunch went welll (: im too lazy to update photos cos i took a lot! i spent like 1 hour sending olivia the photos! Christmas reminds me of some movies. like HOME ALONE 1-4 and LOVE ACTUALLY! home alone 4 is viewing this sat 7.45pm on Channel 5! Love Actually is viewing on the same day too, but i dont know what time. (:
im sick today :( slight fever cough running nose and sore throat. i slept from 10pm-2pm last night, and that is like 16 hours. and just now i slept from 4pm-6pm. so total sleep for today is 18 hours! i spent 3/4 of my day sleeping alr. :/ i just wasted one day. you know just now i was counting sth. and i suddenly forgotten what is 6x7! :/:/ this shows that i must polish my brain sooon.
4 days left. 2008 is coming! :(
Friday, December 21, 2007
9:03 PM
i cant wait for Christmas and school. although i know there are many many things to settle before school starts. but im leaving everything after christmas already. NO TIME REALLY. i dont wanna talk about hmk. cos i think my posts are mostly about hmk. :/ hahah. Christmas pressies! I WANT a lot of things! come and ask me if you're willing to buy for me! x) hahah. yayyye! Tmr is concert! i wanna take lots of pics with my beloved friendsyyy (: lunch at Shangri-la is gonna be great too! YAYYYE. i want a special christmas (:
i've been spending a lot a lot these few days. mostly on presents (yes i got you one pressie!) and christmas lunch dress and also all the makaning! i gained 1kg :(
i miss my friends! i miss my tchers! i miss writing my name on ws. i miss the morning chill. i miss school life! but i know im gonna hate it when i return school :/ hahah. it's sucha nice feeling to see your friends after not seeing them for soo long. like today, when i saw szeping, i suddenly thought that she looks diff. but when i looked longer, i then realised that it's coz i havent seen her for ages. haha! and also today i saw immie in G.O while calling up the councilors! so nice to just say hi face to face, not the same as those HIs on msn. hahha i dontknow what am i talking now. im typing very fast cos i need to go in like 5 mins time. will update again! pics will be uploaded hopefully if i can get camera from my sis! yayyye (:
HAVE ASPECIALCHRISTMASTHISYEARJUSTLIKEIDO!
Friday, December 14, 2007
11:09 PM
I know You love me
In everyday that dawns, i see the light of Your splendor around me. and everywhere i turn, i know the gift of Your favour upon me what can i do but give You glory Lord. everything good has come from You!
I'm grateful for the air i breathe, i'm so thankful for this life i live. for the mercies that you pour on me and the blessings that meet every need and the grace that is changing me, from a hopeless case to a child that's free. i know you love me, i know you love me.
Through all that i have known, i have been held in the shelter of your hands and as my life unfolds, you are revealing the wisdom of your sovereign plan there are no shadows in your faithfulness there are no limits to your love.
im grateful for the air i breathe im so thankful for the life i live for the mercies that you pour on me and the blessings that meet every need and the grace that is changing me, from a hopeless case to a child that's free. i know you love me, i know you love me. -
Put a new song in my heart
Put a new song in my heart Let me hear the praises start Dispell the night And give me light again
Put a new thought in my mind Help me leave the past behind And break these chains That I might live again
Lift my fallen face and help me to stand Flood me with the grace That comes from your hand Cleanse me from my sin Lord, forgive me again That I might be yours alone
Put a new fire in my soul Make this wounded spirit whole And help me see That I am free again
Let these broken bones Rise up and rejoice Bring this captive home And lift up my voice Help my spirit sing Now to Jesus my king For he has forgiven me
Lift my fallen face And help me to stand Flood me with the grace That comes from your hand Cleanse me from my sin Lord, forgive me again That I might be yours alone
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i like these kind of songs. totally describe what i want to say. (: My thoughts for Youth Conference 2007. im back! gonna be a great challenge for me in the upcoming year. but as i look ahead, i realised i dont have to fear anymore. it's such an encouraging thought to know that there's someone running beside you all the way. i had sucha fun and enriching time during camp! YAYYYE. Thanks to all that have made this camp possible.
Saturday, December 08, 2007
12:45 AM
today i did something good. i finished 3/4 of my bio hmk! i know im supposed to finish them ytd. BUT i knew i wasnt gonna complete it. and today 3/4 done is already very good for me (: hahah. so tmr's target: finish bio hmk! WEEEEEE. tmr i shall wake up early! Thou shalt not be lazy. and i hope my alarm hates me enough to wake me up :D
i love to stone. i can stone for one whole day! i especially like to stone when im really really tired, like during school days. to me, stoning means sleeping with eyes open! and it makes you think too. i love stoning in class. you will look at the teacher with this iunderstandwhatyou'resaying look when actually you dont know what the teacher is talking what nonsense. hahah. okay just some random thought.
i wish there are 48 hours in a day. then, i can do this and that. my list is longggg. and what i do? PROCRASTINATE :/
and when i thought it was over, you pulled me in for another run. you got me really crazy.
Thursday, December 06, 2007
1:38 AM
爱的希望-天堂鸟 (theme song)
i like this song a lot! been humming it today. i love the lyrics, the tune, the kiddy voice. i like this kind of songs (: a short 1 min plus video. Lyrics below. -
Third post for the day! it doesnt show under 12/5 cos i post it after 12am. haha. it's been quite a while since i blog so much! just have the mood to blog. weeee! (:
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
11:47 PM
I MUST FINISH MY BIO HMK BY TODAY! PLUS, 5 CHI TEST PAPERS (: or at least before YC. if not im going to die! i still rmb before holidays, how convincing i was to say that i will finish all my hmk before December comes. But look at the huge pile of work on my desk. -.- hahaha. i need to finish all my work before YC!! im already lagging behind. i hate myself when i procrastinate :( a few days ago, i went to popular and saw this book titled: why do teenagers procrastinate? I was just reading a few pages of it. and i must say the content is really good. wanted to buy it but i dont have enough cash. so! maybe i will buy it someday. hopefully i can really get this habit off. :D hahah realised i;ve changed the way i blog? no more centre. a bit mafan la. just wanna type like that, non stop. haha.
you know i was just talking to my brother one night. then we started talking about our exam time and all the work/revision we did, cos he accidentally opened his project folder with all his projects and revision notes inside. And he was telling me how surprise he was to know that he studied and mugged so much during exam period. And how much notes he have memorised! i realised 1 month ago, i had the same feeling as him too! i still rmb how much i memorised for geog and ss, especially geog ok! the worse one was in sec2, when i have like 27 chapters to memorise. i spent a total of 1 week just by doing that, with constant mugging of course. still rmb how funny i was, to even not want to waste time and brought my notes to the bathroom. haha! so we started talking about this thing and it got me really excited cos i tot i was the only one who felt this way. hahha. i guess it's the drive and motivation to succeed that can bring one to such a limit. it's so amazing!
Today, i didnt had my lunch cos it was raining :( but today;s dinner was GOOD :D Jovan gives me joy (:
10:11 PM
it's quite sad to lose someone's trust. especially when the person is really close to you. you will keep all the secrets the person tells you and anyhow, you will find yourself telling him your own secrets too, always exchanging secrets in anytime of the day. and soon, you two become really close friends. you will tell him all your cares and woes, happy feelings, the person you like, what happened today, what are you going to do the next few days, how stress you are, how much you would like to do certain things, blahblah. whatever things that comes to your mind, somehow you mouth will go with your brain. not knowing whether you've already make a big fool of yourself or whether you've accidentally spilled out a secret. But not to worry, since you two are really good friends, i reckon he will not say your things out, and secrets will just be within we two. i love talking on the phone regardless how late can it be. be it midnight or dawn, we can chat for 3-4 hours. i love letting him guess what am i trying to say. i love making fun of him. i love teasing him. i love to just tell him what i want to say. i love to tell him things that not all people can understand. i love to hear him speak of how his days were. i love to tell him how stress/sad/happy i am. i love to hear his positive words cos it will bring a great sense of encouragement within my heart. i just love the things we do. sometimes, i will vent my anger on him, giving him a one-two word sms or even not replying him, although it was only because of my not-so-happy days. but he will be calm and know that im in a bad mood. But all these things doesnt appear anymore. i miss how close we were, the friendship that i treasure so much. i guess im losing trust in him. i cant confirm whether i will get this back again. at least if it doesnt come back again, i know things will get better. just the matter of myself. And no, we're not bf gf, but we were close friends. pls dont get the wrong idea. it's either im correct, or im too sensitive. i dont like to end something without anything, and i hate goodbyes. i want a seeyouagain.