Today is the day (:

take me to the sky

12:04 AM HOPE WE WILL ALL PROMOTE AS A CLASS. (:




10:29 PM i scored B for my chem test omgxz i cannot believe it! initially after the paper i tot i was going to fail. and a C for bio test! :D God's grace indeeed.

i realised sth scary as i looked into the mirror today. my right arm is bigger than my left arm! D: dont ask me to show you all. -.-
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it's not the big things that people do for you but rather, it's the small little things that shows how much they care for you. - such a thought worth thinking of.
sometimes we take for granted our family that we often dont realise their small little actions that can show how much they really love you. it can be as small as placing the blanket that you kicked away in the middle of the night back into position, afraid you might catch a cold, to sth big like maybe starve himself so that you can fill your stomach. hahah weird egs but you get what i mean.

some random thinking process while writing my previous para!
i realised that different people feel loved differently. thru physical touch, receiving presents/ sweet msgs, verbal expressions, or lil things pple do to you.
question is which category are you in?
interesting thought. some couples may fight/break up becos they dont know how their other half feel loved and therefore they dont know how to express their love for them the way the other party would want them to.
and sth to add on, what Ms Ng taught us during CT period. guys are more attracted to looks/appearance, basically physical appearance and they can just do something without putting any feelings in. whereas for girls, we are more drawn to feelings. thats the reason why you see more pretty girls getting together with not-so-handsome guys rather than the other way round. hahaa. or maybe girls are more insecured? afraid to lose their guys? hmmmm.

chim eh. good practice for my brain cells for tmr's GP paper (:
omg tmr's gp.
i just need a pass and i'll be damn happy.

11:17 PM :D enlightened.

learnt something interesting today.
studying + doing well is God's given task to us. so our part is to complete the task, and do them well. not disappointing God but do it for God's sake, for His glory.
so imagine yourself failing God's task for you. it's not some usual hmk you have.
it's GOD'S HMK FOR YOU. so we cant just like anyhow do it without any effort and fail it right?
so, that's sth that adds on to my motivation to study even harder. :D

another thing that i learnt at ypg. three things/steps to keep in mind.
1. test
set tests for yourself. the idea here is to be different from the world.
2. triumph
joy upon knowing that you've made the right choice and passed the test
3. bearing good testimony
people see you as a good example of Christ

everything is made perfect in His time. God's plan is perfectly drawn out.
there are things we dont understand.
our brain is too finite that we dont understand God's infinite plan.
but He has reasons behind everything.
that's when we place our trust. (:

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studying has been adventurous! egggggg-citing!

11:51 PM omgggg everyone's talking about retaining that it has kind of influenced me. im like starting to imagine myself being j1 all over again next year! IT ISNT SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE THIS. i believe that the more i think i will retain, the higher the chance that i will REALLY retain. okayyyy, now i must tell myself i wont retain. lol.

i dont know whether it's only me or everyone else feels this way too.
i find everyone is studying so hard that they have neglected God.
i admit i am, but trying to draw closer to Him in these tough times instead of the other way round.
today i heard someone in school trying to persuade his friend not to go to church on sunday so that they can study tgt. and the friend apparently agreed.
sighhhh. sad.
God is so faithful. He is here all along, yet we're ignoring Him ):
fel fel fel. talk to God.

on Christ the solid rock i stand, all other ground is sinking sand.
such an encouraging thought. (:
exams are big, satan is big, but God is the biggest above all.

8:37 PM i've been failing a lot of tests! ytd chem test. another U perhaps? :/
and the thing is i studied very hard for the test and yet i think i will do badly for it. i hope i can pass at least!
whats wrong with meeeeee. why do i keep failing tests even though i study for them. arghhhh hate this feeling. makes me feel so dumb. ): failed gp compre. but guess im kinda used to it cos i always fail compre anw! ms he even commented and ask me to look for her if i have any problems. bad. anw im happy for my compo cos i think 24 marks for me is alr very good. a PASS :D first time a star and "excellent!" on my compo paper! heh.

today.
*walking to tutorial class after break*
aretha: OMG I LEFT MY LAPTOP AT THE CAFE.
fel: huh! quick go back!
eileen: mx took it la.
*mx's blur face oO?*
mx: i didnt take!
*fel and rach rush to search his bag*
fel and rach: dont have! mx really didnt take!
eileen: eh but i saw mx holding it! or was it ryan.
ryan: huh? what? no? i din take?
*rach rush to search his bag*
rach: ITS WITH HIM!
*ryan chuckles*
aretha: OMG RYAN YOU REALLY BECOME NAUGHTIER ALR AH.
*HAHAHAHHAAH- laughter from all of us*

- can you see how ryan has been influenced by us over the months? hahah he used to be sooo guai. eh but it's not bad influences. just making school a lil bit more fun by saboing pple. heh.

rach insisted to take photos cos she says she looks hardworking with her spects. lol?
HAHAh the first few photos have a storyline behind.


first photo. rachel asked us all to smile. :D


2nd photo. smile more!


3rd photo. smileeeee more and moreee.


4th photo. and more!

5th photo. rach was angry that jay didnt smile and kept drinking his bubbletea so she snatched his bubbletea away.
jay: mtsk!


6th photo. see her angry face. hahaha.
rach: tsk! can you smile properly?!
jay: what la!


9:49 PM doing maths differentiation part 2 tutorial makes me feel more stressed upppp. i dont know how to do like 3/4 of the whole tutorial! so i gave up and took pictures with ahkian with my laptop (:
but of cos i went to ask the very smart sylvester, a new friend i know. he finished the entire tutorial without any blanks! omgggzxz.





1:09 AM POST- ITS MAKES ME HAPPY.
buy me postits if you all dont know what present to get for me. :D
see the number of postits i bought!
i love writing postits and i love it more when pple give me postits.
esp during exam periods! encouraging (: brightens up my organiserr. haha.

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Home is where my heart is.

12:12 AM chem-ed the whole day. thermochem, thermody, equilibrium. TEST
i woke up at 930am today! :D it's been a long time since i wake up at noon. i miss lazing on my bed for hours after i wake up and before i jump out of my bed. now is like wake up, see clock, RUSHHHH.
but im starting to like waking up early! the day will seem longer, and more fulfilling. (:

so today i stayed at home till about 2 plus 3 pm and i decided to go to school after looking at my chem notes and dont understand what are they saying. intended to consult ms Q but SHE WASNT aROUND. so i thot i went to school for nothing. but instead i thot of studying in school. saw ebe, soon after damian came along. damian is a smartie at thermochem! (only).- that's what he said. hahahah.

I STUDIED FOR 9 HOURS. not VERY productive though, but not bad eh.

bday party ytd. Happy Sweet 16th Charlene! (:
Thanks for the BBQ. glad you enjoyed yourself!
Ice Cube afterwhich with the 17s.
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20+ more days of mugging!

12:52 AM FLYING OFF TO BANGKOK IN 6 HOURS TIME. :D
blogger finally allows me to upload photos!
2 very retarded and rather new friends whom i always hang out with in school (:

re-tar-ted. the study!

it's always so nice to watch stars and share things with my two besties. i think it has become a monthly routine for us! so today we had our usual truth-or-truth session again. :D

tauhuay. arm wrestling with feng and rachel. HAhah. feng says im strong eh!
linus: OMG FELICIA HAS BICEPS. O_O
heheeeeeeee. XD
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this week's theme: insecurity.
it seems like everyone is talking about this subj.
everything we talk about has some link to insecurity.
we all need to overcome thisssssssssss! bad for health, and life.

what's the difference between low self esteem and low self confidence.
rachel goes blahblahblah.
eileen and i : SO WHATS THE DIFFFFF.
rachel always say things that we dont understand. chim eh.

anw! i lost my wallet a few days ago in the bus and i made a police report.
ytd they called me. FOUNDDDDDD! :D :D:D
they found it at boonlay!? but i didnt even go there. but anw i must thank whoever who found my wallet. thank you stranger!
a few months back i lost my phone two times in school! and both times i got it back.
srjc has very very nice people who dont steal!
and im very very lucky to meet such nice people man.
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bangkok tmr! wont be studying for 4 days! D: